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Post by VicVanMama on Aug 18, 2003 0:17:27 GMT -5
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Things are actually at the calmest that they have ever been around here. Thank you everyone for your prayers. I do hope that someday my husband will be free from his addiction of drinking. Sister in law is now overseas, won't be back for christmas. Once again thanks.
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Post by mook2357 on Aug 21, 2003 21:21:35 GMT -5
Ive had a question on my mind all day. Would God be mad if even though i knew i needed help and prayer that i didnt ask for it? I dont even want to chance God being upset with me. As crazy as its going to sound.. i do thank God that he didnt let me die a little over three weeks ago.... A little over three weeks ago I attempted to commit suicide. Everything could have gone sooo totally wrong but it didnt. See i wanted to die.. but i didnt want to either.... i just didnt know what to do. Im starting to get to the point where i can live iwth life. But I need help. There's a lot of things im strugglin with. Im not the same person i was either.. anything sets me off nowadays... im more snappy than usual. Used to take a lot for me to get mad. I want to get to the point where im ok not just ok but great , awesome because God brought me there. I want to totally be able to trust Him and to serve him with a pkmtyolpion that a lot of my friends ahve for him. I want his will for my life. I guess what im asking is will y'all keep me in prayer. I need to get through all this and i dont know how else to do it. Right now i dont have a job or insurance so hospital bill is huge... but there maybe something i can work out with them.. will be checking into that. Thanks YSIC, Terri Savedbygwace@aol.com Saved by Grace, I just saw this today, I have been "away" from the boards for a few days, except for a hit and miss here and there...and this prayer request I wanted to specifically address aloud. It's been awhile since I have seen you around, and I was SO happy to see your name in the sig (I was scrolling up from page two to see where I had left off), so I read your post, and WOW. I am so sorry that you have been feeling so down recently, and even sorrier that you had your recent experience. You said that you tried to commit suicide and something about a hospital bill...so I assume you were hospitalized for this? Are you feeling any better now? You sounded pretty down when you posted this...so I wanted to let you know that if you EVER need anyone to talk to, you can PM me, or email (it is public here, and also it is mook2357@hotmail.com ) or you can use MSN messenger to chat. Also, Bluepita and a few others have a LOT of experience with this topic, and could also help you. (There is a thread somewhere called "attempted" I believe in Discussion, started by Michaeldark, I think, about his girlfriend...there is a LOT of discussion about suicide there...and also info for help, and many people that offer their experience and guidance as well...) I sincerely will pray for you, and your family, to be strong with God's hand supporting you, leading through this troublesome time in your life.
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Post by mook2357 on Aug 21, 2003 21:22:20 GMT -5
Bump Things are actually at the calmest that they have ever been around here. Thank you everyone for your prayers. I do hope that someday my husband will be free from his addiction of drinking. Sister in law is now overseas, won't be back for christmas. Once again thanks. Very glad to hear things have calmed for you. Continuing in prayer for you as well, Vicvanmama.
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Post by VicVanMama on Aug 26, 2003 23:12:42 GMT -5
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